Saturday, July 25, 2009

Sometimes in life things from the past that you try to forget or hate comes back to haunt you
It is so unfair
Things that you dread
Things that you hope would vanish and never ever to be reminded of again
Things that would creep into your mind and taunt you the entire day
Making your life miserable
But it was such a long time ago
As long as I could ever remember
Those periods of brain washing
I look at my life now
And back then
Then I realized I was different
I am stronger
I am wiser
This issue is obsolete
I could tackle the problem
It must not affect me
It has been so long
God please help me as I journey through this
To give me the courage that I need
To show that it is I who survives!

Saturday, July 18, 2009

No longer there
No more such feelings of peace and warmth
I really wished I was older and wiser during then
To learn all those valuable lessons from you
Those lazy afternoons when you sit on that red sofa
Waiting to see if I would show interest
That one day you know I will
But you kept waiting
And waiting
And waiting
But I never came to you
But u were still there
And I believe that you are still around
I just want you to know
That those moments
Are dearest to my heart
That if I were to be there now
I would have made used of every moment
To see you
To feel you
To know you
To study you
All I did was to play around the backyard
To explore tunnels and forests
But you knew
You knew that there were more
More important things to learn then
I did not know
But you knew
And that’s how it is
Gone

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Have you ever discovered something spectacular while not intentionally doing it?

I was cooking dinner for myself today when I decided to try this new noodle recipe. After 20mins, it came out fine but I misjudged the quantity of the ingredients as well as the type. Some of the stuff was added too much while others were lacking in flavor.

It tasted neither here nor there and I really could not eat it anymore. So I decided to throw in the fish and the chicken with the remainder of the food.

However when the fish and the chicken were done, it tasted fabulous. It was in between tom yum and sweet sour pork style. The base was not good but the it infused the meat and it brought out new wonders. I was proud of myself.

Now if only I had remembered my any oh how recipe…..oh bother….
5 places that i want to visit for now

1. Hike the mountains of Nepal (Himalayan mountains)
2. Explore Vietnam
3. Spend one night in the desert of Morocco
4. Surf at Bondi beach in Sydney harbour
5. Visit the Holy Land

6 people that i want to meet for now

1. Ian Wright
2. Anthony Bourdain
3. Booby Chinn
4. Janet Hsieh
5. Bob Blumer
6. Jennifer Adams

Monday, July 13, 2009

i was doing Groceries today when i realized just how much i was enjoying myself.
rows and rows of herbs and Spices ready for me to cook later for dinner...
it's a sense of delight to me, rather than a chore.
all the planning and choosing. thinking of even planting my own veggies at home...
misenplace excites me....as if i were choosing weapons for a battle...
it's the Adrenaline of being able to control your own life, not only in the kitchen.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

It was underneath then
Devils crippling on beneath the surface where no one could see or smell them
But it consumed me inside out
And as hard as I tried I could not find my way out
To think God had done me wrong
Or it may be that I am not strong

Avoiding paths which led to doom
To find the alternative one looking gloom
Do I lack the key
Or did I lack panache

I thought all was better
Had I realized I made a blunder
As foolish as I am
To allow stupidity to drive me tandem

I had the whole world in my memory
But I gave it always to debauchery
Till now do I fear looking at my reflection
To be greeted with points of my action

When will it stop
To allow me to freely hop
To feel fully of God’s splendor
Will I wonder?
they laugh at me cause i am different.
i laugh at them cause they are the same.
nobody is perfect
i am nobody
hence i am perfect

Saturday, July 4, 2009

we can never know what to want, because, living only one life, we can neither compare it with our previous lives nor perfect it in our lives to come

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

back from bali and here's how it went!!!

Day 1: Singapore to Jakarta airport(transit) to Bali airport

now we were all rather excited as we had been planning this trip for nearly 5 weeks, dipak, roche, lyon and myself. at the airport i was rather happy to meet barry as it was quite some time since i met up with him. he was suppose to fly air asia i think but we were on garuda.(to the guys: the BEST flight in the air)
touched down and we immediately threw out stuff down and headed for the beach. it was fabulous!!! and it was not as hot as we expected. after we went shopping for beach wear and had a quick dinner.
when it was night time we were all ready to explore kuta(the beach where we stayed). we headed to double 6 where it was only scheduled to open after midnight hence we headed down to hard rock. met barry again this time on LEGIAN street(which happened to be our future night spot from that day forth.
the entire day we were kept being pushed with magic mushroom(a soft core drug), prostitutes, transport and marijuana. we were scared at first when this particular dude came up to us and held on to us in a cab to sell drugs. but after a few days we were rather immune to it.

Day2: Sea Sports

Day 2 was filled with sea activities such as fly fish, Turtle Island and scuba diving. Scuba diving was rather tiring to the mouth as we had to bite on to this rubbery thing which provided us oxygen. After all this we were starving and we managed to find Babi Guling. Yes you seen it right PORK RICE. This dish is the best in Bali and if you were to ever go there please do not miss it. The way they roasted their pig was spectacular and together with the other spices and dishes it was well worth the calories. In the night we headed down to Paddy’s in Legian street to club and the club scene there is very different. We are allowed in with shorts, slippers and bare bodied.

Day 3: Ubud: volcano island, monkey forest, rice fields

Ubud was lovely. The peacefulness and tranquility of that place together with the feeling of being with the locals in their village was amazing. The thing about me is that i love visiting the asian countries villages and really venture and try to get lost among the people. It gives me the thrills and the spirit to ask my way around and even try the local food and practices that they do. Nothing else could substitute that feeling. During the volcano hike, there was this particular little girl, she was dirty and smelly and looked rather hungry. She came to us holding all the key chains and necklaces, wanting us to buy them. My heart just sank, looking at this girl and looking back at me in Singapore, what more did this girl one other than just food and shelter.
After all the cultural visits, we headed down to the village to do some shopping followed by a fantastic seafood dinner by the sunset.

Day 4: Water rafting, Sunset

We went for water rafting today and the water was freezing. By then most of us were down with a slight flu because of Lyon and I was shivering most of the ride. We passed by incredible waterfalls as well as Buddha carved stone from the mountains and noticed that there were a few people who actually lived there. Amazing isn’t it, with nothing but the flowing stream and trees.
After all these, roche and I went to change money as we ran out of it. Believe me what we saw at the money changer was magic, real magic. After changing a particular sum of Sing dollars we were given back their currency with the exchange rate of 7225(which is rocket high). We were delighted, they counted the money once, and we each counted it once so that means thrice altogether. As we gathered the money and counted it again we were short change of the rate and were actually given 6900. The thing is how was that possible when both of us counted it again and again and the money just slipped away. Although we found out later on that they took commission but the fact that money slipped out of their hands and into ours with notes disappearing was mind-blowing. We just looked at each other and smiled at the country.
Later in that evening we managed to catch the sunset and it was amazing, making me think of the song “SUNSET” by café Del mar. We wander around the beach and just fool around until it was pitch black.
After that we went for massages, shopping, a midnight stroll and clubbed. I love BALI to bits.

Day 5: Street Shopping

Today was a day we decided to use the hotel facilities, explore the Kuta streets(the back ends). We made a couple of friends with the aussie kids at the hotel pool and ended up playing the water slide, pool volley ball till we got scolded by the life guards. We were too “havoc” by going down(7 of us) at once into the slide. What a loser! After we went out to the streets getting last minute gifts, temporary tattoos, I even wanted to braid my hair but it was too short and I managed to find my fisherman pants that I had been looking for in this entire trip. We had more Babi Guling, rode behind a motor cycle IN THE STREETS OF BALI and continued our midnight shopping.

Day 6: Bali-Singapore

It was a rather sad day for us as we left Bali and headed home but we could only look for more such adventures in life. We had Balinese food for the last time before checking out and heading to the airport. We really made a big mess of our room and even broke a stone table. Our toilet smelled, our beds messy, and everything that you could possibly find in the hotel room was on the floor.
GOODBYE BALI.

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