It was underneath then
Devils crippling on beneath the surface where no one could see or smell them
But it consumed me inside out
And as hard as I tried I could not find my way out
To think God had done me wrong
Or it may be that I am not strong

Avoiding paths which led to doom
To find the alternative one looking gloom
Do I lack the key
Or did I lack panache

I thought all was better
Had I realized I made a blunder
As foolish as I am
To allow stupidity to drive me tandem

I had the whole world in my memory
But I gave it always to debauchery
Till now do I fear looking at my reflection
To be greeted with points of my action

When will it stop
To allow me to freely hop
To feel fully of God’s splendor
Will I wonder?