had a random thought while floating on a pool one day

everytime i took a breathe of air i stay afloat
and everytime i exhale i begin to sink

i know this is science but arnt u amazed that it is because of a small amount of air

this example shows us how with little effort we can determine whether to sink or float in life....

next time when u are "sinking" in life....maybe just try to "inhale" and u will still afloat

ok i finally cannot take it anymore
i bought the ski mountain valley set and it was so soooooo beautiful....and as well as a nutcracker

went to watch das experimental:the black box yesterday
the play was very very good and it really pushes yr senses to the extreme
basically it is a play about a group of volunteers getting paid 7k to feel what it's like to be in prison for 14days...half will get to be the guards and half would be the prisoners....
the prisoners thinking that it was just an experiment was not serious about it all and started fooling around with the guards...
the guards started feeling threatened and began torturing them and treating them as real prisoners...which they were not allowed to....
the rest of the play was about how they cope with the pressure of it all and still managed not to get brain washed....
blood gunshots screaming were all there....
upon 5 stars i would give it 4...the last date is this saturday...
it is worth yr money..

can we not have it and still survive?

love is a huge thing

when was the last time you listened to yourself

even when someone says something the thought will lift a blue print in my mind

sometimes just be still and feel

somtimes i ask myself....what do i have here....often the answer is nothing...

is that the reason why i want to leave???

finally got it....cant wait...

bought some stuff during shopping on thursday...was kinda attracted to the pirate on the rope....to think that it actually climbs as you pull the string was rather unique....
that was the reason why i bought it
u guys should go take a look at it...located at raffles place....it is selling christmas stuff now and boy i was drooling over a wooden carved electricity merry-go-round with lightings all over and it really really looked very very pretty...the intricate details were absolutely magnificent but the price tag was staggering!!!!----$600
if u want to go in and shop for decorations this christmas make sure yr budget is above $500

in life we knock on doors

they open and we just stand there

captured by the splendor of it all....sated by it's goodness

but we just simple stand there..not wanting to take a step in as if it would take us in oblique directions

is it the fear of losing what u have?

or is it that we are afraid of exploring

sometimes i ask myself this question.....will i regret what i have done or rather would i regret what i have not done....

ask any children to swim down a river....jump over that obstacle...hop over that dangerous looking bench.....they will do it...but when it comes to us...we think twice

someone once told me these are the things that a child would call life and adults call risk....

dun we learn to be wiser when we get hurt...to be stronger

and if it is something worth stepping in into..congratulations

come out and play with me

it seems so long since we spoke

but everytime i talk to u or i need help u are there
and when i need help u always know the solution

u reinvigorate me

why is this happening?

i cant even look straight at people now

is this the lack of sleep...the lack of food...

the lack of something else????

gnawing at the thought of dismay

hope this pass by soon dear God

such an apocryphal post...

oh well....

provincialism

open your eyes and mind to what's around you
dun be fooled by what's placed in front of you and the systematic way of doing things
we are taught to think like that....anything that they think is against them they called it a felony...

as adamant as some are, they are still a child.....

are you a fake?

sometimes i think that you are still hurt by what has happened to you
but the things that you say or do often leaves a repugnant taste in my mouth....

do not be cheap
if he does not come back then leave it for he does not care
a bird will fly back if it's grateful to it's master

sincere?

are u sincere?

i think you are but it does not feel so

sometimes i feel i have a problem fitting in
not in the sense of interest or problems but personal stuff
maybe cause i was never with you most of the time....

i heard you tried to have me close to you but pardon my ignorance
it is not that i hate what you are doing it is just that i think it is a waste of time

a thought just came to my mind to why i don't feel like it and that's cause i sometimes wonder you do that to your own benefit and not to the advantage of mine....

but i pray that you care


without strings attached

was on my way home on the bus when i was reflecting on what happened

it was not like the past when i was bombarded with emotions flying in and out of my mind and thinking whether i was not good enough

i shall be presumptuous and say i was myself and i was glad i did that...
cause in the end the result was always far more better than i had expected...

sometimes in life trying too hard will only bring you back to the start but that cannot be said to most things...however in this case it is

am i immune to such situations already or am i still looking for it...
God why is it so difficult for you to make the one perfect and when one is perfecet it was not for me....are you teaching me perserverance? the art of holding on to the time when you think it is right and i am in the right frame of mind....