Sometimes in life things from the past that you try to forget or hate comes back to haunt you
It is so unfair
Things that you dread
Things that you hope would vanish and never ever to be reminded of again
Things that would creep into your mind and taunt you the entire day
Making your life miserable
But it was such a long time ago
As long as I could ever remember
Those periods of brain washing
I look at my life now
And back then
Then I realized I was different
I am stronger
I am wiser
This issue is obsolete
I could tackle the problem
It must not affect me
It has been so long
God please help me as I journey through this
To give me the courage that I need
To show that it is I who survives!