one spark you send to my heart and joy feels me over flowing...it is you that i only need and you that i only what...

thank you for allowing me this breathing space..u are always there when i cant stand on my two feet...

i do not expect you to understand my pain...even though you cant see it through me..i just sincerely hope that you are here for me...

i miss those times...i am so thankful for those times...why cant i continue to dwell in those times then..stop eating me up now..i just pray it will be over in this instance..

I have a chemical imbalance in my head and its driving me insane…can no one help me…I am trying to run away from it all…trying to escape….when will it end??

When you develop an infatuation for someone, be it love or hatred you always find a reason to believe that the person's words and actions to have a catastrophic impact on you. It will multiply, grow stronger, suck you in and force you to get addicted to it ways and make you its slave. It doesn't need to be a good reason. A snide remark or simply a hurtful word would suffice, for example. Now, in the long run, that's just the kind of dumb, irritating habit that would cause you to go crazy. But in the haze of infatuation, is what you feel real? Is the scar or mark that it leaves behind there or is it just a mental shadow that it casts to make you believe that it is there? You have to be strong, because whatever situation or feelings you develop is just a tiny fraction to what you perceived to be titanic.