Monday, September 21, 2009

Everyone has faith in God though everyone does not know it. For everyone has faith in himself and that multiplied to the nth degree is God. The sum total of all that lives is God. We may not be God, but we are of God, even as a little drop of water is of the ocean.

When you develope an infatuation for someone, you always find a reason to believe that this is exactly the person for you. It doesn't need to be a good reason. Taking photographs of the night sky for example. Now in the long run, that's just the kind of dumb, irritating habit that would cause you to split up. But in the haze of infatuation, its just what you've been searching for all these years.

The only downer is everyones got the same idea, we all travel thousands of miles just to watch tv and check into somewhere with all the comforts of home , and you gotta ask yourself , whats the point of that?

I told myself spreading news was part of a traveller's nature, but if I was being completely honest, I was just like everybody else: shit-scared of the great unknown. Desperate to take a little piece of home with me

-quotes from the beach.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Denny Crane!
Alan Shore!
Leaders of men!
With bulleyes on our asses!

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

the meaning of life is that it ends

Sunday, September 6, 2009

It is a feeling of nothingness.
Something that felt lost after so many years of holding on to it.
Never had I expect this outcome nor felt it should head this way.
Why do things become bitter and twisted when you thought the worst had already happened to you.
You turn your ears to hear happiness but none of it seemed like delight to you.
You then wonder why such matters would happen to them.
You then ponder whether such situations are a matter of sympathy on your part but then you are taken back, disgusted by everything that had escaped your ears.
This is when you want to leave it all behind, to escape of rather hiding from such unfair treatment.
I do not know what I want to hear feel or touch anymore.
Why go for something when it will just not return the amount of love or hope you put into it.
It is redundant, repugnant, and unquestionable and I feel too weak to go through it all.